Like the ones I see in reality, in my mind during waking hours, the far and the dead.
Thursday, September 24, 2015
Sunday, June 21, 2015
Monday, May 18, 2015
1. I really want to lose the fat. I know exactly what to do but I am somehow handicapped. Unable to muster the force of will to decide to not eat at night. There has to be a better strategy a better way to cope with stress and a better way to deal with this. I have some food supplements that I should just throw out or sell. They are confusing me from finding the super food that I am meant to eat.
2. I really want to have savings. But fate or asos.com has something else in mind.
Secondly on strengthening the mind.
1. Can I do this just by strengthening the body? By listening to meditation podcasts? by reading a book?
2. Prayers and going to church has recently HELPED a lot. I felt my spirits lifted? Is this what they call the holy spirit?
Third is time.
Lastly, I would never be able to articulate this grain of thought that is growing in my mind. It's not that reality is shattered. The concepts of reality have revealed themselves and the fundamental question that is why can never be answered.
Saturday, August 09, 2014
parang pusang matamlay
sa pagsikat ng araw.
Huwag kang pipikit
sapagkat malapit na
ang tamang oras
na maiugnay mo
ang mga kaganapan
sa paligid, sa
ang mga naririnig mo
sa mga kwento at balita,
nakikita mo sa mga
tumayo ka at
ang iyong sarili
Naka higa tayo na parang mga pusang kalye.
hinihintay bumagal ang oras o magbago ito, hinihintay magkaroon ng lakas.
at bumalik sa tamang
Saturday, June 21, 2014
Sunday, March 02, 2014
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Katunog ng tugtog
In love with you, I fell into the depths of my own madness.
Perched at the branches watching a mind so high, that the leaves of my dreams now entangle with the sky.
l took refuge into the ground sailed like the autumn leaves falling like the stars.
Deep into the ground where all the leaves are wordless and you will utterly be forgotten.