This is a love letter.
But I don't think I can ever
come to a point where I could
write exactly how I feel for
you. I have been trying for a
couple of weeks now, to put to
words, my feelings for you. And
so here's another attempt.
Because who knows what the
future holds for us, but I'd
like to let you know just how
much you mean to me.
All I can imagine for the past 2
years is what a wonderful day I
would have if I can ever hold
your hand again, like how we
used to. And what a waste of
precious time it is not being
able to do so. And I do
understand that you have to do
your thing, and I have to do
mine. So I chose to wait for you
even if I think time is against
us.
To wait for you to fall in love
for me again like how you did,
for the third time perhaps? - It
is something I have been looking
forward to, after sometime when
I thought we have had enough
space from each other, it's
almost been 2 years. But I am
still looking forward to that
day. Thinking about you during
the gaps in my work, the gaps in
the day, you fill them with
love.
And my feelings grow each day,
love but now there is also fear
of you replying, not replying
if this is really what they call
love, then I'm lucky. My life
has purpose as long as I am in
love.
My feelings for you now seem to
me like a permanent thing. Like
a belief or an ideal as vast or
as the matter in the universe.
Although you said it was best
for us to be friends and you'd
love that and it did hurt like a
pinch in the chest and a punch
in the stomach,but since you
also said you deeply cared and
prayed for me everyday, that
made me so happy I couldn't stop
smiling. Punched but smiling at
the same time. That's how to
live right? And I was inspired
to conquer the world and see it
with you, I sometimes imagine to
explore the milky way with you.
In this life I have lost many
things and there are some things
I ought to get back, abstract
things like my "will" and my
focus, like some of my health,
which has considerably
diminished. But I know i will be
able to gain them all back. But
even now, I do not mind losing
more if it will lead me to you.
I was soo happy when you came to
the house and spent a few hours.
But I'm not sure if I ask the 2
questions in proper order, I
have my doubts.
I want to be with you always and
I hope for the day that you find
yourself in a place where you
have the time to be with me and
be with your family whom I know
you love and enjoy yourself too
all at the same time. But if
hindi naman with me okay lang,
basta in a very happy place. :)
I guess I will come to you again
after 2 years and I promise not
have any relationship.
I wish you all the success in
the world. I think you are very
intelligent, loving, kind, very
very smart and talented and
least important very very
handsome. if you ever feel
inadequate at work,please don't
it just might not be the right
time.
...
I was supposed to send this
sometime ago... but what's been
said has already been said. I am
thankful for that and will leave
you be I did all my best. And as
spoken we could be friends. I
don't think I can hang on to us
any longer, it's time to fall in
love again.
But I don't think I can ever
come to a point where I could
write exactly how I feel for
you. I have been trying for a
couple of weeks now, to put to
words, my feelings for you. And
so here's another attempt.
Because who knows what the
future holds for us, but I'd
like to let you know just how
much you mean to me.
All I can imagine for the past 2
years is what a wonderful day I
would have if I can ever hold
your hand again, like how we
used to. And what a waste of
precious time it is not being
able to do so. And I do
understand that you have to do
your thing, and I have to do
mine. So I chose to wait for you
even if I think time is against
us.
To wait for you to fall in love
for me again like how you did,
for the third time perhaps? - It
is something I have been looking
forward to, after sometime when
I thought we have had enough
space from each other, it's
almost been 2 years. But I am
still looking forward to that
day. Thinking about you during
the gaps in my work, the gaps in
the day, you fill them with
love.
And my feelings grow each day,
love but now there is also fear
of you replying, not replying
if this is really what they call
love, then I'm lucky. My life
has purpose as long as I am in
love.
My feelings for you now seem to
me like a permanent thing. Like
a belief or an ideal as vast or
as the matter in the universe.
Although you said it was best
for us to be friends and you'd
love that and it did hurt like a
pinch in the chest and a punch
in the stomach,but since you
also said you deeply cared and
prayed for me everyday, that
made me so happy I couldn't stop
smiling. Punched but smiling at
the same time. That's how to
live right? And I was inspired
to conquer the world and see it
with you, I sometimes imagine to
explore the milky way with you.
In this life I have lost many
things and there are some things
I ought to get back, abstract
things like my "will" and my
focus, like some of my health,
which has considerably
diminished. But I know i will be
able to gain them all back. But
even now, I do not mind losing
more if it will lead me to you.
I was soo happy when you came to
the house and spent a few hours.
But I'm not sure if I ask the 2
questions in proper order, I
have my doubts.
I want to be with you always and
I hope for the day that you find
yourself in a place where you
have the time to be with me and
be with your family whom I know
you love and enjoy yourself too
all at the same time. But if
hindi naman with me okay lang,
basta in a very happy place. :)
I guess I will come to you again
after 2 years and I promise not
have any relationship.
I wish you all the success in
the world. I think you are very
intelligent, loving, kind, very
very smart and talented and
least important very very
handsome. if you ever feel
inadequate at work,please don't
it just might not be the right
time.
...
I was supposed to send this
sometime ago... but what's been
said has already been said. I am
thankful for that and will leave
you be I did all my best. And as
spoken we could be friends. I
don't think I can hang on to us
any longer, it's time to fall in
love again.
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